Where my direction??

16 Mac 2006, after working, around 5.50pm i reach Boon Lay mrt. normally i will direct take company bus go back home if 'he' didnt call or sms told me where to meet but that day i didnt received 'his' sms or call then i went to Boon Lay mrt station take mrt. Sit inside the MRT but dont know where i want to go. try to think some place that can make me feel happy and relax because i really feel sad and pressure with my job. suddenly think abt Charke because that is the place that give me a sweet memory i together with 'him'. but i dont know which mrt is the nearest there then try to sms Kit, if that time she can let me know the nearest mrt then i will go there alr. but she reply me said that she no so sure but will let me know after half an hour. that time i already in mrt, if wait until half an hour mean i can go until Paya Lebar there. so, like i dont know my direction, continue sit inside the MRT. suddenly 'he' call me and ask me where i am?why i inside mrt? where i want to go?? i just tell 'him' i dont know where i want to go then ask 'him' suggest the place to meet but 'he' ask me back so i just ask 'him' which is the mrt nearest Charke there lo! 'he' told me is Raffles Place. after that, we just meet at Raffles Place. After take our dinner we just sit at there for 1 and half hours but i cry for 45 minutes at there. why? don't know, 'he' try to talk with me and want me accept whatever that i facing and be strong. but in my opinion is 'he' dont know my feeling in working place, how pressure i am because i seldom tell 'him'. i keep silent and let 'him' talk then before i said want went back home, i just tell 'him' that i come Charke is want make my feeling better and happy but become worst. i am girl, dont alway compare me and 'him' because maybe guy will more strong but i know last time i very strong but didnt mean that i will strong for forever....after that, 'he' try to make me smile back and we just go back home.

this morning after i reach company, 'he' call me and ask me how i am. i tell 'him' like normal then ask 'him' why ask like that. 'he' said 'he' worry me because yesterday i just sit inside mrt and dont know where to go, if happen again and 'he' didnt call me then where i will go?! 'he' worry i lose my direction and 'he' cant find me...i just tell 'him' dont worry abt me and i will not repeat again.

Because of my job then i become like that. dear all my fren, please don't be like me...start from now, i dont want bring my job go back home do already. just do whatever that i can only when working hour. That is what doctor ask me do before but i didnt follow. now i will try follow..

A Surprise from him

He told me will come back on Friday(10/03/06) and around 6pm can reach SG's airport. So, i told him i would take time off that day and go and meet him at airport. Before that, i countdown based on days but after that based on hours. Feel like he went back hometown very long.
Thurday night, i take dinner with my fren and her husband at outside because very lazy to cook by own. Normally after take dinner, we will direct go back home but that day i went to her brother house. That time is around 8.45pm. Normally i will call him around 9pm so as normal, i start call him around 9pm but can't call in. suddenly i get his sms said that he waiting my call but how come i haven't call him yet. i start worry because i try call so many time but can't call in, after that we using sms to communicate. He ask me where i am so i just tell him i at my fren brother's house. Asking what time i can go back because the next day i still need to working so ask me don't stay too late at there. Then, that time i walk back home 1st, around 9.45pm i reach home already. When i open my room, i saw my fan is open, that time i stop at door there and recall back whether i off the fan when i went out. i remember that i off the fan before i went out then how come it can on by own?? That time i got a little scare because i think got 'dirty thing'! Then i step in one step into my room and i saw some1 sleep in the bed and i faster check whoelse at there. haha..!!! Is him!!! He comes back already!!!! i laugh, smile and very happy until can not said anything. But i know my fren worry me because i went back home by own 1st so i faster call her and tell her that i safety reach home and told her that he come back already. My fren said me crazy already because i happy until talk to her also laugh. i very surprise because he come back early. Because he come back early and Friday actually i should working but i take leave, just want together with him. Thanks because come back early to accompany me..

Thank you to Siew Hoon, her husband (Heng), BehBP, Kit and Hwang because accompany me when he went back hometown. Feel very happy got you all as my best fren... Thanks...

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