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23 Feb 06, he went back hometown already. he told me want take leave for 2-3 weeks go back hometown and take a rest because pressure at here. So, i never ask him don't go back because i know he already more than 1 year never go back hometown meet his family. So, it also good for him to take a rest. But i feel lonely because he no around me and very miss him. want call him but i promise him that i don't want disturb him when he go back hometown because i want him take a rest. Somemore the pressure he mean also including me. Feel very sad when i know that the pressure also including me given him but when he at airport, i ask him again then he said just sometime only and he said he told me his feeling because he want keep this relationship long so each other better can understand. Because when the 1st time he tell me, he never make it clear that "just sometime" only, so the statement that he told me like recorder and alway play in my mind and make my heart very hurt. i hurt because i really don't know when i give him pressure, because i never force him do something that he don't like. maybe everyday i will ask him what time will go off from office kua! but i ask is not want him go off early to accompany me, is i want know around what time so that i can plan for my own time also and no need wasting time to wait for him. i want try erase the statement from my mind but it very hard because i very care this relationship...nevermind, i will try again to erase something that is no happy in my mind...

Comic...Like what happen in my company :-(