Where my direction??
16 Mac 2006, after working, around 5.50pm i reach Boon Lay mrt. normally i will direct take company bus go back home if 'he' didnt call or sms told me where to meet but that day i didnt received 'his' sms or call then i went to Boon Lay mrt station take mrt. Sit inside the MRT but dont know where i want to go. try to think some place that can make me feel happy and relax because i really feel sad and pressure with my job. suddenly think abt Charke because that is the place that give me a sweet memory i together with 'him'. but i dont know which mrt is the nearest there then try to sms Kit, if that time she can let me know the nearest mrt then i will go there alr. but she reply me said that she no so sure but will let me know after half an hour. that time i already in mrt, if wait until half an hour mean i can go until Paya Lebar there. so, like i dont know my direction, continue sit inside the MRT. suddenly 'he' call me and ask me where i am?why i inside mrt? where i want to go?? i just tell 'him' i dont know where i want to go then ask 'him' suggest the place to meet but 'he' ask me back so i just ask 'him' which is the mrt nearest Charke there lo! 'he' told me is Raffles Place. after that, we just meet at Raffles Place. After take our dinner we just sit at there for 1 and half hours but i cry for 45 minutes at there. why? don't know, 'he' try to talk with me and want me accept whatever that i facing and be strong. but in my opinion is 'he' dont know my feeling in working place, how pressure i am because i seldom tell 'him'. i keep silent and let 'him' talk then before i said want went back home, i just tell 'him' that i come Charke is want make my feeling better and happy but become worst. i am girl, dont alway compare me and 'him' because maybe guy will more strong but i know last time i very strong but didnt mean that i will strong for forever....after that, 'he' try to make me smile back and we just go back home.
this morning after i reach company, 'he' call me and ask me how i am. i tell 'him' like normal then ask 'him' why ask like that. 'he' said 'he' worry me because yesterday i just sit inside mrt and dont know where to go, if happen again and 'he' didnt call me then where i will go?! 'he' worry i lose my direction and 'he' cant find me...i just tell 'him' dont worry abt me and i will not repeat again.
Because of my job then i become like that. dear all my fren, please don't be like me...start from now, i dont want bring my job go back home do already. just do whatever that i can only when working hour. That is what doctor ask me do before but i didnt follow. now i will try follow..
posted by susanlim29 @ 7:03 PM
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7 Comments:
My friend.
Pls really take it easy.
Dont ever think of complete whatever ppl assign to u.
U shld do something like beh always said.
Say "Yes" at the front, but ignore them at the back....
Aiya, me also not so clear abt ur situation.
Only know they always ask u do stupid thing...
then i always feel like u take it too serious....
I think why ppl before u always get hired is because of they take it too easy...
They ignore them totally that make them ...
So u can now ignore about 50% la.
This way may work, i think.
Be cheers~~
ooops, more and more typo after work hour....
:p
1. "Pls take it really easy."
2. "..ppl before u always get fired.."
cheers cheers cheers~~~~
i trying my best to take it easy so this few that i didnt bring my work go back home do it but my mind alway worry abt my work and sometime like i got idea but my laptop is not with me. anyway, that just starting only. i will try to continue then c how la! hope i can slept well soon...thanks...
me and u are the total opposite!! i had to bring my laptop (not really work, but the laptop i face at work) home coz currently, my home is just like a office. sucks.
my doctor said that i cant rest my mind coz im going from one office to another office.
but anyway, im moving soon. still aint like "going home" but i think it should be better than going to "office"!! ahha.
please take care of yourself. work pressure will always be there as long as u are still workin. dun tell me, u work for 10yrs u going to stresss like this for 10yrs. deadlines are determined by ppl. one thing is that if u cant complete by the deadline, do tell ur boss.. kena marah also never mind, at least u told him b4 hand!!!
cheers. stress for work aint so worth it!!
hi,susan u shld appreciate u have a shoulder to lean , and have a ears willing to listen to u when u are sad and down. U shld feel that u are lucky. Well, works is not ur whole life, yes...we all facing some pressure in life, but just take it easy, u can cry ..u can shout whatever u want. but do remember u need to stand up after that. Human are not god, everyone is weak also. so be cheers. take care!
Hi June n Honey, i know that i very stupid this time. i know jz take it easy. i also dont know why i will like that. last time work in my ex-company i m not pressure until like that although my job is something same problem. but now i m trying to cold down my feeling when i get angry. Honey, actually not everytime he will listen to me. he seldom want to listen my problem so everytime i will try talk to Kit or Hwang when i meet them. now lucky i stay with my friend so when i m not happy i will talk to her also. he dont like me cry. if i cry, he will get angry. he think that i very weak, useless. he alway compare me n him. i came to SG alone, then my parent is at hometown. u know that i very care my family one but i leave them because want to earn money and him. so, i very miss my family also. then, he will start compare him n me. he also a person that stick to family one but he also alone at here and his hometown more far from me. so he also dont cry then why i cry. he alway said like that. he said jz cry when some one that we love leave us(mean pass away). this sentence i listen so many time already, not from him only also from my dad. but u know la! sometime girl very weak not so strong. so some time i hope can be strong like Beh and you.
peiting,
cry is good sometimes.. but after you finish cry, should back to normal la...new life , new you liao...dun cry anymore... :D
don't pressured yourself too much...RELAX...okay?
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